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“Me” A Poem By JKZ

I haven’t written in a few months but as of late, I’ve been thinking about you. Well, really I always think about you. What I think about is your face and how much it used to brighten my day just seeing your smile. In my mind I’ve blocked out so much memories of you that the knowledge of losing you has resurfaced those memories that I have worked so hard on getting rid of. In truth, I don’t ever want to forget about you. But I know that my heart has the heavy burden of the necessity of losing you. Since I’ve been here, I haven’t received the best reputation, specifically in the validity of my words which has only been perpetuated by a self-fulfilling prophecy. In short, I don’t think I’m any better than before so things were for the better after all. I just wish I could’ve changed in time. I wish I could talk to you one last time to get a proper goodbye. I know neither can ever happen and that’s ok because I’ll probably fuck it up anyway. I do what I can, what I think is right, to lead you down a path of joy and happiness. If I could ever say one last thing to you, “You don’t ever have to forgive me, I love you regardless of your choices.”

Posted by on September 15, 2017. Filed under Around Campus. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0. You can leave a response or trackback to this entry

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